Omar ... u were right .... the question came to my mind at the moment .... if i died will someone just recall the name of this one? or even recall an image of a freak who used to walk wishing he's swallowed by his very brain in oredr to hide from wicked eyes? ... were they wicked? .... or he was the real freak who was supoposed to be fought? in both cases his annihilation is the definite end of the whole story ..... but who knows what he really was .... the hunch back??? or the priest? .... to tell u that truth i can assure u evfery single human will remember the absurdist Ceaser Diablo ..... but i can guarantee at the same time no one will remember Ronnie ..... not even parents .... i wish my feeling was physically true and can crystallize and i can just live in a glass womb called my brain ...... i wrote a feeling i'm not hiding but i'm sick of having ..... and to tell u the truth parents are not mistaken about forgetting a freak .... we just blame them for that ...... let them forget us .....

it favoured me not .... i carry it all on my back and move on ... my mind ... the burden no one will take is when you move with a couple of eyes open and a third virgin eye yet seeing ..... puzzeled yet analyzing .... a freewill i relied on to choose to kep it seeing yet inside my mind ...... yet they still call me an atheist because i chose to think ... that was funny someone could give himself the authority of a god and violate his highness by calling a human an atheist ... this man is sheikh El Karadawy who accused socialists of atheism ..... a friend of mine was chatting with me depending on this man's words as if he were God ...... what da fuck is that??? still within the frames? ... what he said was no divine for fuck's sake ..... ENOUGH

Tongues, lost in me

yours be the sharp and the vile

Glide neath my skin

storm through my nerves

I bury the nomad years

hours in the earth

couldn't exorcise these searing, pecking tongues

Immune you say

yet venom strikes in strangest guises

as the viper in our eyes

Tongue, throat, tongue

slayer of the word and stealer of vision

A monumental reign of terrors

throats slit up to stain the target

We're food for the hounds of trauma,

prey to the crows of stress

No power left to retrieve my stolen language

filtered through the illiterate fingers of death

Flies

let sickness be poured

from the cupped hands of bedlam

On account of their brightness

I made friends with the word and the moon

went with the tide and left for the sound

of dead instruments thrown out of tune

The red square patterns, dragonrise and

evenclaw

decoying from pandemonic symmetry

Let ring

a dissonant note in the music of the spheres

the streak of promise in the nuclear sky

These whipping black tongues

aching to lick me back to life

to inject their truths within me

all respect to dark tranquillity .... they expressed a feeling we all have at the moment .....

..... بيني و بينك كلام ,إيش واصله لأمك يا عبدووهيا عبدوو يا عبدوو يا عبدووووو

انضموا لينا و غنوا معانااا .... لا و النبي يا عبدووه

this is a campaign against Abdo (eb2o abloony law 3erefto 3abdo)

pathetic we believe in pictures ... this is a picture for orphan's day ... published in el ahram daily news .... that's pathetic the device used for reflecting facts reflect lies .... u can see them laughing and they really are enjoying but the fact is ... these are only pictures .... if it is not orphan's day the truth will reflect LOUD AND CLEAR they are just showing a fake emphasis on social contribution .... which is actually not true ... i was really impressed they make a day for orphans but orphans are not only orphans for a day or a week they remain for a whole life homeless ..... that's one point ..... the other is this is just another form of pimping .... the actual form is in the morning in the 16th of april an administrator from an orphanage in egypt where they do care about the orphans calls some place asking for help it's the morning and there is no breakfast for the orphans .... and the orphans include cancer patients ..... go figure ... and we are still caring about which album got the highest sales .... who is the fuckin greatest singer?? what da fuck didTamer fag Hosni sing lately ... we still care about fuckin fashion and some cancer patients can't find breakfast .... and members of the council are still fighting within for personal crap .... and stll they call for a capital or liberal economy???? are u fuckin kidding me???? so according to natural selection poor shall die ... survival for the fuckin relatively fittst to them and others shall die for the sake of survival of a competent reign ..... pathetic

with all my respect to taboos (politics and religion) there are much more important things to head for .... for a comment i received in one of my entries and respected the most ... this is as u mentioned a free thinking blog .... putting a mind in action ..... no matter what it has and how tiny is what it acquires from knowledge or how cursed wide base or tiny one .... we are here for collaborative thinking ..... this is not MY blog .... this is every single thinker's blog .... what i noticed lately is the interaction between me and bloggers started which is a positive sign me myself never expected .... and why not proving me wrong don't u people believe in probabilities which is the essence of life??? certainty means there is another side missing ..... a wide vision enhances the fact probabillity is the only certain thing ..... my objective is merging with those who would think they are other siders .... we can stop naming and start merging thoughts to come out with a point where we can move to something better ..... I myself don't believe in the other siders term ..... that's utterly moronic ..... we are sane enough that we decided to talk about ideas ... and since we decided to show ideas we are smart enough to know they are subject to criticism and that doesn't prove them absolutely wrong, yet you prove them subject to thinking, that's a value in itself ...... well about amends then i think it might seem to be hard but what you interpret at the first sight is totally different from what u interpret after the analysis ..... there is no one best thought .... there is what i can call convinience .... i am a socialist and i feel like idealism lies in socialism but it's not the best to be applied under certain circumstances ... i ran out of words to express my idea but i guess too much words will fail in crystallizing what's on my mind, and as far as my conviction goes too much metaphorical speaches make things so vague ... so i guess i am almost crystal clear in what i mentioned ... it's collaborative .....