not a geometrical entry ... yer opression comes in circles and this is how it captivates people for u never find a space or even a tiny exit like Jean Paul Sartre's hell in no exit .... well this is not an intro, it's a fact ... an end to which we are all led by several means and the end is self centric behaviours and shells and eternal search for a companion inside the shell and an eternal no answer or deaf ears of ours ... pathetic .... we are not pathetic creatures but we are victims of sickness .. parasites only gifted in how they can give you hell ... ur always wrong ... a personal experience with wrong and right and being always wrong started at home ... and here i am personally i never believe i can do something right ... but i know am right ... but the problem is my perception goes against that as i always perceive they can never be wrong by any means ... just about how i got used to it ... i can never believe i might be right someday and this is not my fault ... that's my humble perception ... may be i can call it my mean perception ... i am not saying something personal we are a whole community and we meet in such points where we need to hide like the whole community of bloggers and i believe we talk for we have nothing to say but no one listens ... people just read with no sort of bias .... that's the whole thing ... but if they saw us walking they will never ever imagine it's us ... they might even stay back and freak out because of who we are ... when it comes to things i do while i am in my shell i just rot and hate losing though ... my greatest loss was gonne come in packages in case i haven't found this acceptance from those who visit my blog .... i haven't found acceptance from others yet i never called them parasites ... may be i started writing a little personal stuff but i know each and every reader of my blog had a problem with appreciation .... problem with neglection of abstract humane needs of caring no matter what it's form .... each and every one of us had the outcast in his head ... but simply we had HEADS to have the outcast in ... yet others had who are not the outcast had no head at all .... listen .... i wanna curse at each and every single human i met in my whole life and never realized i am HUMAN .... and if any blogger read this post plz comment with a simple curse any sort of curse even if it were a bad word and consider it in the face of those you hate and those who never recognized you are human ..... i wanna see yer comments