suicidal thoughts and thoughts of isolation sometimes tackles the brain .... but existance to me was becoming an equation one side of it is a constant .... while the variables have to vary in accordance .... being in touch with people turned to be a must .... so using it right is the only way out ...... if human knows it makes difference to others knowing at least he breathes all these thoughts will vanish ..... behind suicidal thoughts and isolation lies selfishness for i don't only belong to myself ..... that's a short message i wanted to say to my bestfriend ..... will you help me satisfying a need in caring about you? or pull your arm back in fear of being involved into interaction as usual? ....