"as below so above ... as within so without" .... one of my favorite quotes that only proves everything as an illusion ..... what you see is what you believe .... yesterday they were idols ... today they all crumbled .... yesterday there was heaven and hell .... belief and disbelief .... the world the way i see it .... things i used to see from above ... and things i had to raise the head to see above me .... now it's me and cosmic universe .... i know i have the cosmic universe in me .... I'm no longer a part of it .... because it's all within my own perception .... they are just elements in a portrait i draw by my own intellect .... and i draw my intellect in this portrait .... idols crumbled .... there is not but stones as remnants of the shrine ..... i have departed the authority of thousands and believed my humble reasoning .... i apologize ..... i left my sesnsual existence and i do not regret that