I need to start with a very simple idea .... bad faith (my Godfather Jean Paul Sartre) .... bad faith can be expressed by paradoxical free decision, huge gigantic complicated expressions which people hate the most, yet let me explain it the way I see it, it's a simple internal fight we live in between partial aknowledgement to our freewill or choice and what we are forced to be .... so we are partial beings not showing total aknowledgement to freewill or to total slavery ..... dual nature as I might humbly call it, and we can apply it to every single aspect of life .... we forgot the fact we're human beings and identified ourselves with what we do .... which made us only live as partial human beings ..... living with this birthless rebellion because of an undeniable free will we can't defend and slavery we have to aknowledge to its' conception (Annuit Coeptis) just to be no more than an extra human in the breadline ..... total aknowledgement to freewill is the same as creation as I believe .... they are both the essence of this birthless rebellion