I might sound desperate .... may be i was weak ... and may be they were stronger than me .... but i think i have lost my senses ......
few days ago i was looking for one human in 6 billion human on earth to understand me ....
it didn't lead me to anything other than finding out that i am still one human being in 6 billion human being who will mean nothing to the world when he's six feet down .... pathetic how i myself fall into indifference ....
if we all think this way then the earth is gone ... but what i was led to was abstract mayhem ..... what they will be led through is abstract mayhem ..... everything will lose its meaning in the crowd ..... every man will turn to a face on the snow ... once the sun comes it disappears .... fragile .... just like their dreams .... dreams do not exceed a single day ahead no more ..... we don't have to be psychologist to see through these dreamless eyes ..... we just need to be realists with high sesnses;

"I am called a psychologist, it's not true, I am only a realist in the highest sense, i.e; I depict all the depths of the human soul" .... Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoevsky