along a life time i moved i never knew where i will stop but i am destined to stop, all i knew was i needed the perfect companion, all i knew is i will be one like them, but they were not like the one i am, am i the oppressed?, or they are the oppressed?, or both of us never had the chance to ask the question who's watching this oppression?

and all i sought when i grew was a mercyful companion, lash of the society, my flesh fails to endure, even spirit fails to take this pain, their criticism, their humiliations, their every look, their frames, their existance as a whole, it all turned to be annoying and disgusting to me.

i'm branded a loser and a sinner because of the society, branded everything but human, treated like anything but human, dehumanized.

born with no choice, forged according to some other's will, and once u decide to have choice those who made u deprive u of it, simply because they own you, they made u, though u didn't want to be here, ur only sin is being their decision, and when you try to chose then ur taking them for granted, taking everything for granted, ur rude, ur sinner, and shit loads of accusations though i do nothing at all, not even the right thing, stagnant standing in my place, to avoid doing something wrong ....... HUMAN WAS MADE TO BE MISTAKEN AND ALSO DO THE RIGHT THINGS ...... am human ... i need to act, do wrongs and rights.

i have the right to be mistaken, my simplest rights, i've been giving yesterdays and now i want to days, i want my simplest right, a mercyful fate ...... a farewell