Omar ... u were right .... the question came to my mind at the moment .... if i died will someone just recall the name of this one? or even recall an image of a freak who used to walk wishing he's swallowed by his very brain in oredr to hide from wicked eyes? ... were they wicked? .... or he was the real freak who was supoposed to be fought? in both cases his annihilation is the definite end of the whole story ..... but who knows what he really was .... the hunch back??? or the priest? .... to tell u that truth i can assure u evfery single human will remember the absurdist Ceaser Diablo ..... but i can guarantee at the same time no one will remember Ronnie ..... not even parents .... i wish my feeling was physically true and can crystallize and i can just live in a glass womb called my brain ...... i wrote a feeling i'm not hiding but i'm sick of having ..... and to tell u the truth parents are not mistaken about forgetting a freak .... we just blame them for that ...... let them forget us .....