"well I've never been here before, but I'm coming back tomorrow, for the real pain, cold rain again", great quote to begin with (Ronnie James), for that is exactly what I do ... I have been haunted by this song for a while ... and today is a very good day for my crucifixion, I outlived everything, oustamrted my existance, outlived joys, pains, belief and disbelief, conflicts, confusion, and heading to abstraction, ran out of sanity, praised my relative insanity, touched reason and shouted SILENCE, and prayed and later the firmaments withdrew ...... Great day for my crucifixion ..... Pathetic

Pathetic I will be crucified but I won't be sanctified .... pathetic I will only be sanctified when I am dead and gone ... so all my struggle was in vain for me .... pathetic they will never look for me until I am one with dust, and no one touched my vanit existance when I was one with the universe ....