as usual, i make my way back to my cave .... i have no companions but my revelation ... and my demons .... the most unwanted yet loyal companions ..... and as the walls cave in I start thinking of that never ending play ..... i have mentioned it's all about roles .... but i am sick of that ....

in ordinary plays i can leave my seat empty and go ... it would never be a sin .... but leaving my seat in this play is obviously killing oneself and it is a sin .... or i shall kill some close friend when i sense the knife in his hand .... or kick the carcass because my demons told me it's still breathing .... so am eaither carcass or a murderer ...

"leave me alone .... but i don't wanna be alone" ... that's what i always tell them ....